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Letter 3My Dearest Twin,Letter 3
I'm currently at a loss for words. I want to try an attempt, but you're right- what if something went wrong? But, trying that attempt in the first place would be considering those risks where you may lose yourself. I'm fine with those risks, because I know everything will be in control. I would definitely try, and I'm totally considering it, but I don't want to hurt you in that process. The day I hurt you will be the day I can no longer live with myself.
I feel like we are just like that little animation I mentioned to you, when I was at your house, remember


Letter 2My Dearest Other Half,Letter 2
Oh have your words stricken me with joy once again! But still the pain is bearing a heavy burden on my shoulders. Your words mean a lot- Very refreshing from the bitter atmosphere I've been breathing in for far too long.
I hope you understand how much it hurts to cry alone. I'm dying inside to hug you, and it hurts to know I'm too far from that.
Sometimes I do wonder when God will put his plans into action. But, lately, the question has been running through my mind, the loudest one of my many unanswered questions; Is God really there?If


Letter 1: HelpDearest Twin of mine, my other half.Letter 1: Help
I wish you could understand how bad I need a hug right now. But that painful object keeps blocking us from each other; Distance. Your recent letter to me fills me with joy, and I want you to know no matter what I do , I love you. It's hard though, to briefly break from the routine of tasting that sweet poison from the metal I've held onto for so long.
The shadows have knocked me down hard, sister. They are suffocating me every moment. I feel like I've fallen to a place where God won't even hear me. I've prayed so hard, so hard that I'd escape t


bla.I was shaking.bla.
I sat in the corner of my room, trying to tune out these thoughts running through my head. My heart was aching, well i should say, it seemed more like someone tore it out and smeared it on the walls of my cell called "home". My lungs felt heavy, and the air was stiff with the apathetic silence that usually filled this home. Every part of it, dry of love. Dry of everything that made a body emotionally healthy, or as most say, normal. Is there really ever such a thing as "normal"? i didn't think so at the time. i never thought so. and, if there were such a thing as to be "normal", then what parts


Promises and FriendsPromises and Friends
Fight me, spite me, Break me down. Throw me to the Floors and spit on Me with that venomous Fluid poisoned by your Lying tongue. You act SO sweet and kind To the open world; But I know who you Are, little one. I know Who you really are Inside that made-up Shell of yours. Corruption Masked by false purity, Veiled by false innocence. Oh, you can hide Behind your walls and Barriers. But I will Break through, I will Cross those borders, Because I see right Through you, dearest. And if it's what on


Letter 2My Dear Sister,Letter 2
I wish I could better understand your pain! Or more, I wish I could take the pain for you! Even if that means making it my pain. But this wall keeps us apart when we need each other most.
But I feel like I have said everything I can in the past. The words that could take away your suffering or make you better have escaped me once again. Dear sister, I wish I was in your arms and there to chase your shadows away for you.
Sister no one is perfect and everyone falls in their life. Do not judge yourself by the times you fall but by the times you rise! Keep hope in your heart, sister! Never


Letter 1My Dear Twin, I wish I could pump your veins full of rainbows and have the sunshine follow you around. I wish the clouds you kiss you and the warmth of the fall sun hug you and fill you with warmth.Letter 1
But sister what I want to say to you is this: don't give up. Life will throw the worst at you. But keep hope and keep love. Even when your shadows are close and haunting your every move, don't let them win. You are strong, sister. I know it's hard but try and put up with their fighting and their pain just a bit longer. Your shadows will be gone soon.
God loves you, sister. Always remember that. We may not always und
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Please don't leave me here... You gave me so much to fear and you've left me with such pretty scars... It doesn't need to end. I'm too fragile to be left alone.
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here comes the rain again. falling from the stars. drenched in my pain again. becoming who we are. as my memory rests. but never forgets what I lost.....
wake me up when September ends
.~.x.:SandyBananers:.x.~.
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